I have a horrible life

A few days ago, I made a long post. Feeling very happy and satisfied, I clicked on the post button. Error 404. Lost everything. Fluck blogger.

So now, I'm playing it safe. I'm saving my post in my clipboard before I do any clicking from now on. I advise you to do the same.

Which reminds me, I have been 'saman'-ed twice now. 160 bucks. This sucks. I just hope my parents play kind and pay on my behalf. Or else, I'm screwed. Speaking of cars, let me tell you a story.

A few days ago, I was caught in a jam. I was nearing a junction. full of cars being selfish and pushing their way through. So being the 'P'-license-boy that I am, I was patient. As I inched my way across, suddenly I saw it. An opening. I accelerated and in a blink, I zoomed through! Past the other bedazzled drivers who can do nothing but stare in awe at my 8000 turbo. Haha. I felt so Schumacher-ish all of a sudden. Now I know why Alex Yoong tries so hard, the adrenaline you can get in racing is simply uncontested. Weeee! So anyway after that maneuver, I actually gave a whoop of 'Yes!' and clenched my fist in the air. It looked silly though and I quickly resumed driving.

Sigh. Gf problems again. Another fight. I wanna write a song. And while I'm at it, I'm going to stare into the night sky, thinking of all the things that has gone wrong for me. Sigh. Have you ever thought of being something else? An animal maybe, with no worries except to eat, sleep, find a mate, take care of my kids, teach them the ways of survival, then die. Come to think about it, that is what humans do as well. Except for every thing we were supposed to do, we made it complicated. Life.

Well, the more I complain, the more things aren't going to work out for me. Think +ve! Be happy! Laugh more! HAHAHAHAH...

Maths test on thursday.

Oh.

=``( Sniff.

Downloading a few of Jay's new songs now. Feeling the mood to listen to slow, sad songs. Hmm, hmm.
Okay, enough about sad stuff. Let's talk about happy things again. Well, Ka Wing + Yen Yen are happy. And I'm happy for him. He's lucky and he's really appreciating it. Ok, less insults for him now =P. But I guess hanging around Ben and me made him realise the things he has. Haha. So if you're a guy who's feeling sad with his gf, meet me and Ben for a day and hang around for a while. You'll go home and call your gf straightaway, I'm sure. Haha.

Oh crap, I'm returning to sad topics. Let's talk about happy things again. Today was an ok-ok snooker day. Won KW though with a margin of 20+. Hoho. Ok, now that I remind myself of these tiny accomplishments in life, I feel a little better. Hmm, I miss Nicholas. Haha. Not that I'm gay. Speaking of gay, I wonder if gay guys have relationship problems like this. Haha.

Ooo, sister just bought a couple of the herbal eggs. Yay, I love 'em. Munch munch. Sigh, stupid slow conenction of mine. Downloading two songs at once and I can't do anything else. Grrr.

I can't wait till I get Streamyx and my new pc, Pentium 4 2.4 GHZ! But as usual, I'm procrastinating. Or rather, 'waiting' for the prices to drop. Sheesh.

If you see people like me on the street, just shoot me.

Oh, I wanna go watch a movie. I miss movies. I love cinemas. Ben likes movies too.

Chwan Ren + Chien Yin are a happy item too sometimes. Hehe. Don't compare but I just can't help it.

Crap, btw, a short note on my anatomy. You know, when I feel hurt, I actually feel it physically. Yeah, it sucks. It feels like waves of torment streaking along my chest towards my stomach and back again. Waves of emotions that can inflict physical pain. Shiver. Everytime I get seriously hurt, I feel it. It's scary, all right. So far, only Chwan Ren has the same symptoms as me. Oh, let me add something totally irrelevant here. Richie Ren has funny songs. Haha.

Woo! This is a long one. Well, I'm quite sure many people wouldn't have gotten this far. But you, my loyal fan, has read all of it till this paragraph. Rise now, and you shall be called Official Chia Ming's Blog Fan. Hmm, it sounds like something you find in your nose, but nvm. Ok, thanks for listening! Be back for more!