I just had the worst dream ever

I dreamt that I was attending the SAM final results day. This was a weird results presentation because all of us were in the multi-purpose hall and everytime someone went up to collect their results, the whole crowd will applause, as though everyone did well. But not me.

All of my friends were beaming and showing off. When it was my turn, all eyes turned on me. I approached my examination slip, took a quick glance, and felt the worst heart-crunching feeling. I had like a raw score of 60+ and at that particular moment, I suddenly knew all was gone. Overseas studying, being a doctor, even IMU wouldn't accept me now. Even my friend who's currently doing A-levels in real life was in the hall, and he had a SAM final result too! In fact, he got a 96 raw score. Somehow in my dream, I didn't really question what he was doing there and just felt worse. It really seemed so real and heartbreaking.

When I got home, things didn't turn out well. No one spoke to me. I cried, and cried. Felt so much regret and sadness. I cried again. I realised that everyone would be going Australia and UK, and I can't even enter the local Unis. And to think that just yesterday, I was telling my friend that I most probably will be going to Australia.."Maybe going over, see lar..decide later". As if I had so many options. Now, I felt that my future was no more.

After feeling the pain, I suddenly had an idea. I would write a letter to Melbourne U. Telling them that these aren't my real results and that I can do much better. I told them to give me a conditional offer or something. Give me a chance, I'll show you! As I was writing that letter, I suddenly woke up. And the feeling of relief that it was all just a dream was so immense that I just relished the moment. And felt so much better.

And the first thought that came to my mind was how I would really study hard now and no more slacking. Starting from this month, I'll work hard! I will! So thankful that it was all just a dream.

Haha, that last line sounded like it came from a Form 2 composition. But I'm seriously going to consider my studying habits.