Bad days, hate 'em

You know, life sucks because of those lil' bad days that just haunt your entire week.

Yesterday was supposed to be a happy day. A simple moral test at 3.30, which leaves me with one and a half hours free to see my girlfriend. Things went well until I made a suggestion and suddenly she just, well, denied what I want.

First off, I felt a little offended because I rarely ask for things and come to think about it, when I do, I seldom get it. Secondly, my mind wandered off to past occasions where the similiar has occurred and I started getting more and more pissed off. So I raised my voice a little, and from that moment, my day went bad.
Immediately she kept quiet, and for the next one and a half hour, she barely spoke 2 words in a complete sentence. Throughout the entire time spent with her, I was regretting not following my friends for snooker earlier.

So I waited and waited and tried compromising again because that's what I always do and that's what she almost never does. Too bad, nothing worked out. Went to the moral test with a sour heart... Sigh, so much to complain 'ere, but I'll leave it for another day. In the meantime, check out Ben. Same problems, different girls.


So anyway, after the test, I went for snooker. And I sucked. I HATE bad snooker days. On top of feeling so miserable, I had to miss practically every shot. I DON'T understand. I've got it in my mind few days back on where to aim and all but I just can't seem to do the same anymore! Sigh, why? Yeah, and Ka Wing had to rub it in by grinning sheepishly at all the shots he made. Even Chwan Ren and Thien Loong potted better.
Am I such a loser?

I need some stress-reliever and usually the best persons who you can talk with are your girlfriends. Hohoho, I'm that lucky.
Don't think too much of my sarcasm though, because I really love my girl.

On a lighter note, had an early dinner tonight, then went on to watch the Commonwealth games. Man, I really wanna know how Lawn Bowls are played. Going to surf later for that. Anyway, I watched Squash as well and not bad, interesting game. Tough to score, easy to fail. But the main event that at least cheered me up a little today was my two new songs. Felt much better after semi-writing them. Gonna leave them in my head for usage next time. But anyway, my sucky lyrics:


You told me, everything was fine
Then why did you have to walk out of my life?
You told me, that our love was forever
Then why did we lasted only a month...

You said GUILT, will always stay around and inside and
with PRIDE, who never seems to go away, you said,
DIGNITY, you never lack of it, why can't we just have a simple love, just you and me...

That's a sneak preview of the first song and...

And I love you too, even when you treated me so bad
And I hoped you loved me too, even when I was such a jerk
You claimed life was unfair
You told me what you thought
You said a million things, but I never heard..
Till you walked away...

Come back, my dear, come back to my arms once again
Come back, my dear, I'll treat you better this time around
I promise you...


Ok, stop laughing, I know it sounds silly but hey, one day, I'll be the next...pop king? Hohoho.


Damn, what's wrong with my connection? I can't get on to blogger to post this up. I need help btw, with networking a notebook that uses XP with a PC that uses Win98 using only a network cable and two network cards. If you know how, mail me.

Crap, feeling sleepy. And you know what? I've just decided to ignore how other people have such good writing skills and all. I'm just going to stick to my style, although it sucks, because that's me and I just wanna show people...me. So there you have it, as long as you comprehend what my life is all about, perfect.

Oh, have I mentioned that the SAM-Yearbook is to be completed by September 1st and Mr.Editor TCR has been wonderful? Yep, he has. Good thing he has a friend like me with ultra-cool graphix designing skillz. Teeheehee. Which reminds me, I better find a host soon to have a much more lenient HTML control over the page. Haha, I like the way that sounds, HTML control. :P

Allright, just wanna say this last item. I accidentally said this over a chat and I liked it so here it is modified.

Some couples take very small trifle things such as...a forgotten phone call... seriously and this show that they are happy because naturally, they can only find fault in those little things because the big major problems are non-existant. For ppl like me who face major problems, I can only hope that one day, I'll be worried about a forgotten phone call. In fact, I wish for it with all my heart. I just want to be happy. Doesn't everybody?